
The weather forecast tried it’s best to discourage my plans for fishing this morning. I had mostly decided to take care of an errand, yet I tossed an old pair of waders and my boots in the Jeep as a just in case afterthought.
After a long talk, trading stories with my friend Ben at West Branch Angler, the rain so certain earlier hadn’t appeared after all, so I decided to drive down the river and see if I could find a quiet spot. Wading in, familiar waters welcomed me. By the time I had knotted a fresh tippet and a dry fly, the first few rises appeared.
Age and familiarity change our approach to most things in life, and so it goes with fishing. Seeing nothing apparent floating out there in front of me, I assumed whatever the trout were daintily sipping were small, terribly small. The experience of thirty odd years on this river told me that, but age led me to knot a size 16 Cross Special to that fresh tippet.
There was a time I happily carried several miniscule specks of thread, feathers and fur intended to match those nearly invisible olives, but today’s eyes no longer see them so clearly as they once did. The Cross brought no response from those sippers, even though I had seen one similar sized pale mayfly flying past. Familiarity had me expecting that result, so I produced a size 20 olive, knowing beforehand it was still much larger than the sippers were drawn to. Experience made that result clear as well.
An Adams poster, a size larger, but buggier and indistinct, tried to convince me while I tried to convince those trout. At some point, I stooped low to the surface to satisfy my expectations had been met. Indeed, a miniscule set of wings answered any remaining question: a dark olive, size 24 perhaps, or 26, and far too small for me to carry them in my vest anymore. I simply cannot see them clearly enough to tie them on.
So, I continued happily casting something I could tie on and see to those sipping trout, while they continually sipped “nothing” and ignored my flies. I spent the hour and a half the stalled rain allotted me, standing all alone in that wide reach of river, casting well and fully assured that any chance of catching a trout was as minute as the midget mayflies they were actually eating.
As the first trace of rain began the flies and sippers ceased seemingly in unison. I thought, as I turned to wade back to the bank, and marveled at just how many hundreds of days I had stood in that river; and in every vision in memory there was one thing which was always the same, just as it was today. I was smiling…




























